OMG.. (DIES) I DON'T WANT TO A$K 4 MUCH.. BUT ONLY A MARICL3$ TO HELP ME.. NOTHING MORE OR LES$.. + BUT PL3$E...

 

I WISH FOR ONE THING... & ONLY IT TO HELP ME STRONGER & I HOPE THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEND:$.. I WILL ALWAY$ BE THE SAME KALIA AS I AM NOW.. NO1 OR NOTHING WILL STAND IN MY WAY`... I WANT THIS $0 MUCH.. 

 

BUT AS E@CH DAY I WAKE UP.. I REALIZED: NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS AT ALL.. ONLY IN MY DREAM$ THAT I REALIZED I WILL ONLY BE SOMETHING I CAN'T... (CRY$) I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT IM SO SAD.. DEPRESSED: & EVERY NIGHT I WISH UPON THE STAR$.. & HOPE FOR THAT 1 PARTICULAR WISH..& YET.. IT IS NOT GRANTED...  OMG.. (DIES 2x) I DON'T KNOW.. MAYBE I SHOULD GAVE UP.. BUT IN MY HEART I CAN'T.. BECAUSE I BELIEVED AND TRUST THAT THIS IS MY DESTINY & THAT THIS IS REALLY MEANT FOR ME.. MORE THEN ANYTHING..

 

EVEN IF IT IS ONLY A DREAM($) IF I CAN I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP.. AND SUFFER.. & IF I CAN I WANTED MY FAMILY TO BE HAPPY..

& IF I CAN.. I WISH THAT ALL MY FRIENDS & EVERY1 THAT I KNOW.. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.. THAT'S WHY.. TAT'S Y I MUST DO THIS..

 

ILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE 4EVER.. NO MATTER WHERE I AM.. IVE BEEN WITH YOU GUYS UNTIL NOW.. ^ ^..

 

 

(CRIES.. TEAR DROPS.... )

 

*(DIES 3X)

 

 

I APOLOGIZES.. * WHAT I WROTE ABOVE IS THAT IM SCARED FOR THE SURGERY THAT I WILL SOON HAVE.. AND A MIRCALE THAT I WILL SURPASS THROUGH & BRINGS ME WISHES THAT 1 DAY I CAN MAKE IT POSSIBLE FOR OTHERS TO DREAM ON TOO.. (*DIES 4X)

 

 

 

(TEAR DROPS.... & YET IM GLAD THAT THIS IS COMING.. BECASUE I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE RESULTS)

 

MAYBE NO MORE SUFFERING.. (DIES 5X)

 

NO MORE HURTING (DIES 6X)

 

NO MORE PAIN  (DIES 7X)

 

& NO MORE SACRAFICES TO BE MADE (DIES 8X)

 

 

 

SORRY NANCY.. I LOVE U SO MUCH..BUT I WISH THAT THERE WAS AN EASIER WAY FOR ME TO EXPLAIN THIS.. (DIES 9X)..

 

 

TO: MY FAMILY.. (DIES 10X)

 

ILL BE YOUR LIGHT & GUIDE U 4EVER.. MY GLAD TO HAVE BEEN BORN INTO THIS FAMILY.. MY WHOLE WORLD HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU GUYS AND NO1 ELSE.. MY ONLY LIFE & FAMILY.. KISS*

 

               I LOVE EVERYONE THAT HAVE TOUCH MY HEART.. & FOR STANDING BY MY SIDE... THIS IS 4 EVERYONE THAT I KNOWN, DON'T FORGET THE PROMISES THAT WAS MADE... BETWEEN "US" & THE WORLD.. ILL TREASURE EVERY BIT OF IT.. LOVE IT & CHERISH IT FOREVER..  BUT TIME WON'T PERMIT ME NO MORE... SORRY (GOMEN) ...(DIES 1000'S X) IM SO SORRY.. [TEARS.... TEARS.. TEARS... ]